Spending the night studying the soteriologies of different denominations of Christianity.. XD
Thy will be done in my life as it is done in Heaven.
— 1 Corinthians 6:12-17
Biggest regret this year is not having taken more photographs of my girlfriend.
I need to just work as many hours as I can until I start school. :L
I don’t feel like I can draw like I used to be able to. It makes me feel useless, and frustrated with how much time I’ve wasted putting it off. I want to be able to draw what I see, and with much detail. I can’t seem to make sense of what I see, though. I’m coming to the conclusion that I am just not at the skill level needed to draw such complicated scenery with the depth and clarity that I intend to express, and that the only way to fix this is to start over and relearn everything when it comes to drawing. Sure, I’d be willing to do that, but by the time I see any progress, school will start and I’ll have no time to spend on drawing. It seems pointless, then, to begin doing what I wish to perfect when, in the sight of everything else I’ll be dedicating my time to and how much time it takes to further progress one’s talent, it will not be allowed an acceptable enough time slot in the near future to be worth the while. So what’s the point?
I cannot sleep for the life of me and I’m stressing out over everythiiiinglololol. pulling an all nighter now, there’s no hope.